frozen

I'm scared.
I'm doubting.
I'm stubborn.
I'm tired.
I'm unsupported.

I'm just dying to tell someone, but I know that ultimately
the decision rests with me.
No one can prove anything for me.

But they could encourage me.
Pray for me.
Push me in the right direction.
Reprimand me if need be.

I feel alone.
Locked in.

I Hate Having To Pretend.