pain

To set the scene: My head is literally pulsing with pain. I have a slight fever. Also, I've almost lost my voice. And every so often I can feel some muscle twitching somewhere.

I talked to Hendy yesterday about sickness...how it could mean that God is disciplining or reprimanding us. Maybe this is it. Pain. The gift of pain...

I'm aware that my life needs a lot of pruning. There's a lot of rubbish that needs to go. But it will be terribly painful. I've been avoiding it. But there's nowhere to run from God.

I need grace.

Just two more exams to go.